It isn't easy, but I will admit it.
I am scared.
I have been hurt before, I don't want to again.
I wont let myself feel that joy, knowing the pain that follows.
I don't let myself believe that it will last, I let that happen before.
Every time I see you, I see myself crying on my bathroom floor.
When you smile, I see mascara stains on my pillow.
Part of me wants to believe that this time will be different, but how can I be sure?
I tell myself that your sweet, but then again so was he.
I want to believe that you wont break my heart, but I can't take the risk.
This isn't easy for me but I'll admit it.
I'm scared of you.
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