Unhealthy

You consume me.
You drive me crazy.
You tear me apart.
You put me together.
You terrify me.
You rescue me.
You complete me.
You will end me.
I need you to leave.
I need you to stay.
I love you.
I hate you.
Leave me alone.
Never let me go.
I forgive you.
I won't forget.
Please forgive me.
It was all a lie.
You are my drug.
You are my undoing.
I will give you everything.
I can never trust you.
You are my secret.
You are my escape.
You consume me.
Please don't.
Please do.


For H.